happy birthday to me

in about 2 hours im officially 23 years old. wow. i feel really old.

i haven’t felt so old since… last year. haha.

my parents sent me a birthday card. i just recieved it today. nothing much in the card. i still remember those long advice filled in my birthday card every year, but this year a simple note saying “happy birthday”, and nothing else except “perbanyakkan amal sebagai bekalan”.

-cutting the birthday cake all by myself, alone. LOL-

i think those simple words really mean a lot.

i’ve aged physically, and probably metally as well. but have i aged spiritually?

i look back and ponder what have i done in the past year. have i been productive?

maybe it is time for me to “perbanyakkan amal”. i’m the type of person who does his things slowly. there is progression, but too slow to notice. i think it is time for me to speed things up.

i am trying to be a better muslim. and i hope i will.